I am currently working on my final project in my Masters degree. Its focus is how students of the media regard the news coverage of religion. I thought it was an important subject considering how much division there currently is in the media with regard to religion. I am sure I do not need to give you any examples of religious news items as they really cannot have escaped your notice. During this project, I am trying to be as objective as possible and try not to let my personal opinions on the matter show too obviously in my writing. Whether I achieve that or not is yet to be seen. In the meantime I would like to, for purposes of providing full disclosure, explain my position on the idea of religion.
Quite simply, I am an atheist. However, I would probably appropriate the term 'anti-theist' as being more accurate. An atheist could well say that while they do not believe in any higher power, they wish that it was true. I do not. I find it comforting that there is no convincing evidence for such a proposition. I do not, however, claim to know that this is the case. That would make me no better than those who say they know a god does exist. It is for this reason that I harbor no ill-will or contempt for the ideas inherent in deism (of which many of the Founding Fathers of the United States believed in). If someone wishes to call the start of the universe by the name 'god' then by all means. It is only theism that I have an issue with because it has no reasonable defense. I see no evidence for a higher intelligence with an active interest in human affairs, or the idea that the entire universe was created with humans in mind (such an arrogant claim, wouldn't you agree?).
These arguments have been refined a lot in my head over the past few years, but admittedly my desertion of religion occurred much earlier. When I was very small, I was sent to a Church of England primary school. In such an institution, prayers were said daily; hymns were sung on a regular basis; we would be paraded off to Church for all of the Christian holidays (Harvest Festival is the one that sticks in my mind for some odd reason); and a lot of our assemblies would be based on moral lessons from the Bible. I was surrounded by Christian theology five days a week for four years (during which time I never missed a day of school and was rewarded a clock for the achievement). I do not remember any specific occasion when the proverbial light bulb went on over my head and I realized it was all hogwash, but I do remember that even as a child I was unconvinced at the stories I was being told.
This might have something to do with three of my biggest interests at the time: dinosaurs, outer space, and mythology (Egyptian, Greek and Norse were my favorites). All three of these interests must have put holes in my capacity for religious faith. The fact that I was aware that dinosaurs roamed the earth millions of years before the first man had drawn his first breath made the idea of Adam and Eve being created in the planet's first week seem ridiculous (even then I was putting my trust in scientists over clergy. Something I am retrospectively proud of myself for). My fascination with the Solar System and outer space undermined the idea of Heaven being somewhere up. With all that knowledge about outer space (I did not yet, however, appreciate that the more we find out about the universe the less we realize we actually know) that mankind had accumulated, the idea of a man sitting on a cloud seemed childish even to me. Then there was mythology. How I loved learning about the mythologies of past civilizations. It was always my favorite part of the history courses. I did start to notice, with the more myths I read, how remarkably similar some of these concepts and stories were to what I was being taught as religious truth. The first time I saw pictures of Zeus and Odin I can remember thinking both times that they looked awfully similar to how the Christian god is imagined. I appreciate that these are not bold, convincing arguments on their own but to myself as a child they were enough to cast serious doubt into the whole idea of religion and god.
While I think I was a good student for the majority of my time in primary school, I always got the impression that the teachers hated taking me to church, or being around me during the hymns and the prayers. Church bored me. I had no interest in anything that the priest was saying and would often daydream or mess around with friends. I cannot count the number of times a teacher would chastise me while in church for not paying attention and for acting up. I had a similar attitude to the prayers and hymns that were a compulsory part of the schedule: because I regarded these things as meaningless and ultimately pointless I used to entertain myself by changing the words to make them more fun. Of course, being a child, making them more fun meant making them crude. Still, it was clear to me that religion - or more specifically Christianity - was not for me.
I then made something of a tactical error. As religion was not something that was ever really discussed in my house, I had no idea about how to approach it. I did not then realize that for some people religion is a very important part of their lives and would therefore not be too receptive to criticism. This is one of my most vivid childhood memories. My Christian grandmother was visiting us (possibly for Christmas) for a few days. For some reason the family was in the car waiting for someone (probably my mum) to quickly run an errand before going somewhere else. My grandmother mentioned the idea of god and I, unthinkingly, replied "I don't believe in god". I was told that I was far too young to be able to have an opinion of that sort and that I did not know what I was talking about. That incident, I am told, did not endear me to my grandmother and she did not fully forgive me for it for a long time.
It was this experience that helped me realize the significance that religion had in people's lives. From then I questioned whether I had jumped to conclusions on the matter. I stopped thinking about it as a real issue in my life and was essentially an agnostic. I thought that there was no way of knowing either way so I should just leave it at that. I also liked the idea of karma, and that by doing good things and being nice, your life would ultimately get better (I have since discovered that karma is just as big a crock as organized religion, but I digress).That seemed to work out pretty well until I was in university, when two things happened which made me aware of religion once again.
The first, was in late 2005-early 2006, when some cartoons had been printed in an obscure Danish newspaper of the Muslim prophet Muhammad. In response to this, there had been rioting; the burning of the Danish flag (and rather amusingly, the Swiss flag because some Muslim rioters did not know the difference); the torching of Danish embassies; the burning of effigies; and calls for the deaths of those responsible for the cartoons. This was a wake up call for me, as it had demonstrated that there was a cultural war going on between religious fanaticism and the secular world. I was disgusted to find that most 'moderate' religious leaders had not condemned the violence and threats but the cartoons. This just seemed wrong on every possible level to me. I had been increasingly drawn into the news over the past few years with 9/11 and the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq but had not really appreciated the significance or driving forces of these conflicts. The significance was, however, beginning to resonate with me.
The second incident that pushed me towards anti-theism was reading Richard Dawkins' book The God Delusion for the first time. He said in his introduction that he hoped that agnostic readers who picked up the book would be atheist by the time they put it down. I certainly was. I realized that there was no real moral, logical or empirical reason to support the thesis of an intervening deity and that the religious doctrines of the three main monotheisms were not at all moral, but positively wicked. The recommendations of slavery, genocide, rape, incest and pedophilia over the three holy books should be enough to sicken any morally serious person.
Since then I have been reading the books of Christopher Hitchens (a man who I know I have talked about a lot lately so apologies for that) and Sam Harris with regard to religion. I have also gained a greater appreciation for the anti-religious comedy of Bill Maher, George Carlin and Lewis Black (to name three). I harbor no ill-will towards people of faith, providing that they keep it to themselves. I would be happy to debate religion with anyone (one can improve one's own argument more by arguing with someone who disagrees than talking with someone who agrees) as long as they do not try to convert me. I will not be converted. I am, in this respect, a lost cause. For this, I am grateful.
Quite simply, I am an atheist. However, I would probably appropriate the term 'anti-theist' as being more accurate. An atheist could well say that while they do not believe in any higher power, they wish that it was true. I do not. I find it comforting that there is no convincing evidence for such a proposition. I do not, however, claim to know that this is the case. That would make me no better than those who say they know a god does exist. It is for this reason that I harbor no ill-will or contempt for the ideas inherent in deism (of which many of the Founding Fathers of the United States believed in). If someone wishes to call the start of the universe by the name 'god' then by all means. It is only theism that I have an issue with because it has no reasonable defense. I see no evidence for a higher intelligence with an active interest in human affairs, or the idea that the entire universe was created with humans in mind (such an arrogant claim, wouldn't you agree?).
These arguments have been refined a lot in my head over the past few years, but admittedly my desertion of religion occurred much earlier. When I was very small, I was sent to a Church of England primary school. In such an institution, prayers were said daily; hymns were sung on a regular basis; we would be paraded off to Church for all of the Christian holidays (Harvest Festival is the one that sticks in my mind for some odd reason); and a lot of our assemblies would be based on moral lessons from the Bible. I was surrounded by Christian theology five days a week for four years (during which time I never missed a day of school and was rewarded a clock for the achievement). I do not remember any specific occasion when the proverbial light bulb went on over my head and I realized it was all hogwash, but I do remember that even as a child I was unconvinced at the stories I was being told.
This might have something to do with three of my biggest interests at the time: dinosaurs, outer space, and mythology (Egyptian, Greek and Norse were my favorites). All three of these interests must have put holes in my capacity for religious faith. The fact that I was aware that dinosaurs roamed the earth millions of years before the first man had drawn his first breath made the idea of Adam and Eve being created in the planet's first week seem ridiculous (even then I was putting my trust in scientists over clergy. Something I am retrospectively proud of myself for). My fascination with the Solar System and outer space undermined the idea of Heaven being somewhere up. With all that knowledge about outer space (I did not yet, however, appreciate that the more we find out about the universe the less we realize we actually know) that mankind had accumulated, the idea of a man sitting on a cloud seemed childish even to me. Then there was mythology. How I loved learning about the mythologies of past civilizations. It was always my favorite part of the history courses. I did start to notice, with the more myths I read, how remarkably similar some of these concepts and stories were to what I was being taught as religious truth. The first time I saw pictures of Zeus and Odin I can remember thinking both times that they looked awfully similar to how the Christian god is imagined. I appreciate that these are not bold, convincing arguments on their own but to myself as a child they were enough to cast serious doubt into the whole idea of religion and god.
While I think I was a good student for the majority of my time in primary school, I always got the impression that the teachers hated taking me to church, or being around me during the hymns and the prayers. Church bored me. I had no interest in anything that the priest was saying and would often daydream or mess around with friends. I cannot count the number of times a teacher would chastise me while in church for not paying attention and for acting up. I had a similar attitude to the prayers and hymns that were a compulsory part of the schedule: because I regarded these things as meaningless and ultimately pointless I used to entertain myself by changing the words to make them more fun. Of course, being a child, making them more fun meant making them crude. Still, it was clear to me that religion - or more specifically Christianity - was not for me.
I then made something of a tactical error. As religion was not something that was ever really discussed in my house, I had no idea about how to approach it. I did not then realize that for some people religion is a very important part of their lives and would therefore not be too receptive to criticism. This is one of my most vivid childhood memories. My Christian grandmother was visiting us (possibly for Christmas) for a few days. For some reason the family was in the car waiting for someone (probably my mum) to quickly run an errand before going somewhere else. My grandmother mentioned the idea of god and I, unthinkingly, replied "I don't believe in god". I was told that I was far too young to be able to have an opinion of that sort and that I did not know what I was talking about. That incident, I am told, did not endear me to my grandmother and she did not fully forgive me for it for a long time.
It was this experience that helped me realize the significance that religion had in people's lives. From then I questioned whether I had jumped to conclusions on the matter. I stopped thinking about it as a real issue in my life and was essentially an agnostic. I thought that there was no way of knowing either way so I should just leave it at that. I also liked the idea of karma, and that by doing good things and being nice, your life would ultimately get better (I have since discovered that karma is just as big a crock as organized religion, but I digress).That seemed to work out pretty well until I was in university, when two things happened which made me aware of religion once again.
The first, was in late 2005-early 2006, when some cartoons had been printed in an obscure Danish newspaper of the Muslim prophet Muhammad. In response to this, there had been rioting; the burning of the Danish flag (and rather amusingly, the Swiss flag because some Muslim rioters did not know the difference); the torching of Danish embassies; the burning of effigies; and calls for the deaths of those responsible for the cartoons. This was a wake up call for me, as it had demonstrated that there was a cultural war going on between religious fanaticism and the secular world. I was disgusted to find that most 'moderate' religious leaders had not condemned the violence and threats but the cartoons. This just seemed wrong on every possible level to me. I had been increasingly drawn into the news over the past few years with 9/11 and the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq but had not really appreciated the significance or driving forces of these conflicts. The significance was, however, beginning to resonate with me.
The second incident that pushed me towards anti-theism was reading Richard Dawkins' book The God Delusion for the first time. He said in his introduction that he hoped that agnostic readers who picked up the book would be atheist by the time they put it down. I certainly was. I realized that there was no real moral, logical or empirical reason to support the thesis of an intervening deity and that the religious doctrines of the three main monotheisms were not at all moral, but positively wicked. The recommendations of slavery, genocide, rape, incest and pedophilia over the three holy books should be enough to sicken any morally serious person.
Since then I have been reading the books of Christopher Hitchens (a man who I know I have talked about a lot lately so apologies for that) and Sam Harris with regard to religion. I have also gained a greater appreciation for the anti-religious comedy of Bill Maher, George Carlin and Lewis Black (to name three). I harbor no ill-will towards people of faith, providing that they keep it to themselves. I would be happy to debate religion with anyone (one can improve one's own argument more by arguing with someone who disagrees than talking with someone who agrees) as long as they do not try to convert me. I will not be converted. I am, in this respect, a lost cause. For this, I am grateful.